Wow I just relized my song "the teddi that tried" is a lot like my current relationship with katie (not love) well I need help with a tattoo I'm getting on my arm in a few days but got no idea and I am not paying some fat sweaty tattoo guy $100 to fuck up my idea.Well the idea is a black cross with roses wrapping around it along with barbwire and I need the wire to be rust colored.

-Update-
I had a one nighter XP that's the first time for me. I went to the mall and hung out at the manga section of borders (CHICK MAGNET) and after a while I met a really cute girl name dezana (zena) we got some grubb then headed back to the bum home (small park covered all over by bricks and no there is no bums) we made out for a while then well lets just say parental advisory lol XP.I told her I loved her and that is when she said she didn't give a crap and that tomorrow she would forget me.well I had fun and I couldn't help my self but to stop at Katie's house but I couldn't get the guts to ring the doorbell so I walked off.

BLINK 182
"I Miss You"

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]